今　夏休み、東京　に　参ります！！参りたい　から、　うれしい　でござる。　でも、私　も　しんぱいしている。　日本語　を　話すの　が　上手じゃありません。　がんばりますの　は　私　の　やくそく。　　

So I wish I actually liked any of my classmates, because then I could ask them what I'm doing wrong with my project due in three hours and forty-ish minutes.  They're not bad people, just better than me at all this programming business and a combination of hyper-competitiveness and pride won't let me ask them questions.  I just really don't like having to deal with the attitude of "how can you be having problems with this?" when I ask questions.  It's probably all in my head.

Trying to figure out what to give up for Lent.  Also, will start posting my revamped Canon here after midterms are over. And maybe the thousand AUs my Canon has come up with.

EDIT: I'm amazing and found what I was doing wrong.  Now to finish the assignment....

I'm taking a summer class so I can graduate from the university this coming spring (Guess where my tax return's going?).  It's Database Systems, and an online class.  Never had an online class before, so this ought to be an interesting experience.  Still trying to catch up with, well, everything, and it's terrible that when I need to be working the most is when I get the most urge to write.  I've been dabbling in an alternate line for my sandbox instead of school work, so hurray for sheer and utter laziness combined with a fight/flight twist.  My major's maybe the scariest thing in the world right now, but I suppose it'll all turn out.  Changing it won't make it better, since yeah.  Too used to living on the internet.

Maybe will update my sandbox over here when I finish this C++ program I should've started last week.

EDIT: Oh, and to make matters worse, I'm considering trying to go back to Honors.  It's a ridiculous idea, and I'm not sure I even want to, but I'm just curious.

And a guy in the parking lot asked me what time it was, and then complimented my butt.  What the hell.  I wanted nothing more than my airsoft gun.  Or my brother's paintball gun.  A grenade would've been good, too.

In better news...I'm still here! Still breathing!  w00t!

I have officially made it through my second first week of college! Go me!  Of course, the real work hasn't started yet, but that's beside the point.  Actually...my Discrete Math course is already a PITA and I feel really really dumb in that course, and yeah.  There's a genius brat who sits in the row behind me and of course he gets it all just fine.  Sleeps through the lesson, then breezes through the work.  Does that seem fair to you?  This is probably what I get for being able to do that all through high school =_=;  I'm exhausted.
Tonight, we are celebrating at the local Waffle House.  Tomorrow, I have work again.  Sunday off.  And repeat, minus the celebrating because my bank account won't stand for it.

So I'm thinking about changing my major.  Right now, I'm majoring in Computer Science/Computer Engineering. Yeah, double major.  Everyone told me that it was too hard, and most of the people they know who tried computers up and failed.  Well thanks, now I'm a statistic.

Don't get me wrong, I like computers.  Programming, though, has beaten me very badly, and all the classes I need for the major are extremely difficult.  So computers, yes; programming, no.  And programming is central to computer science.  It's fun, but only when it works, which is next to never.  I'm more of a people-y person anyway. What's really bothering me, though, is the idea that I've shot my GPA to shit for nothing. And that I have to explain all this to my father.  ARGH.

And normally, I'd post this to dA, but there's this guy.  A guy who likes/d me.  A guy who I have not figured out how to tell him that he's wasting his time.  And mine.  And now I can't post anything to my journal without him commenting.

On a quasi-happier note...I made my first post to my first (only!) community! Go me! XD Okay, so it was just a link back to this journal, but that's okay.  It counts for something.  I think.